Pain

Pain death defiance fear love hate tears love fear want need desire desperation i can’t think of what to say or what to do my mind is whirling and I’m lost in a world of fear n hate I am confused as hell I can’t see a way out I need love and yet I hate it I hate all those you love me despise those who desire me my mind is not sound I want to scream I want to run away to a dark forest and cry and be free from all this shit I feel my dad is trapping me this feels like hell worse than hell I feel I can’t breathe I want to run..run as fast as my legs can carry me away to beautiful freedom I want music to fill my lonely desperate hurt soul...