The reasons why

I ‘ve been on earth for far too many years now everyday begins with tears.
My fears I hide and keep to myself .
From ‘friends’ I seek no help or need, for trust I’ve failed to breed in others
To succeed I must read till my brown skin withers, and hide my frown of loneliness.
Alone I make my journey through this dry wilderness
Alone I cry in my lonesome shrine of isolation
Alone I seek no devotion or kindness from mankind
Alone I dine with no wine or smiles to toast away my sorrows of the day
Alone I wake each day and stay all through
Alone I mourn each morning for my end I’m anxiously awaiting
Alone I stand hoping to understand the strange low feelings I feel encaged in.
Alone in the world I’ve been for far too long
And Alone I shall depart to heaven where I belong
In heaven where my heart will sing that song of joy
There , there will be no sorrow tomorrow
No whispers of hate, no reasons to be late
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