Rebuilding Trust in a Relationship

i was very confuse and dun know what i should do when i am writing this to you,
i even consider for a very long time before i decided to send it to you.

finally I realise that without the other party's acknowledgement of this relationship,
it won't work.I used to tell myself that everything is fine and whatever happen is just
common.. but till now, i couldn't help to ask myself again and again that do i still have
the trust. As i have told you before,i always give you and the relationship a 100% trust
till it's betrayed again and again.. I'm tired and also most importantly,

i've always been very honest and truthful to you at least for the p...