new members essay pending

I currently am in the process of developing essays for my college writing class this is my first attempt and I am very scared. My feelings of panic overwhelm me and I develop writers block. The works refuse to come from the brain on to the computer. My ideas for topics are chastised by my proffessor because I am of the new age persuasion. I am the outcast, the strange one, the one to be picked on d...