meth and computers

Computers. The technological symbol of the last couple decades – the coming of the commonplace “personal computer”. I think with a computer point of view. I sit here at 4:27am on a Sunday morning or what is left of Saturday’s existence in my memory – make that Friday’s existence.

Computers have a miraculous grasp on the attention span of me and everyone. Sitting in one chair was never so adventurous. – not since the discovery of mind-altering substances. In a way, computers are a mind altering-substance, not easily understood by ludites – the modern day straight in a world of drug users.
My drug of choice is crystal meth. Methamphetamine. The so-called hard and powerful version of amphetamine – speed.
Visions of fast hot cars and nights out on the town dancing wildly without effort, unlimited energy and a life enhancer are sadly a fissad for something else so deep and murky that when you realize how fucked you are the cloudiness surrounding you makes you blind t...