Bleh

I know that sometimes some things can’t always be change. I know that everything in this life happens for a reason. Or at least that’s what I have been told my whole life. But there are some things in life that make you see beyond reason, beyond all you’ve ever known, and make you think about how hard it is in life to actually find something substantial to make you believe in life after death. Making you grasp for something which seems surreal in amidst the dark caverns of eternity. This eternity is such a one that no one wants to serve it out alone.
It was a day seeming like any other except for one thing. It was the only day of my life which had left my soul tainted, black. I’m writing again these letters to you, I’m not sleeping. I need you to understand that the things I am about to do, are not your fault, they are mine. I want you to turn a blind eye and accept no responsibility for anything you may read about this day. Do you notice I’m gone? I’m not here as is as...